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There nothing left to stop me
The time for me to use my full potential
even though my right hand is injured badly
I'll fight till my dying breath
Song mood: butterfly

Juz came back from badminton, the teach likes to play cheat. They know im injured in my right and they had to open up my wound again. I will return but not to the same place, I will return to crush them all. Oh ya today suddenly a whiff of sweet aroma engulfed me for a momment
The scent was unmistakable, i remembered that it was the same scent that when i met water last time. It was like being transported but i guess we will one day battle , so said the words of the prophet.

So now its time to train on the compo compre and speed in maths. I will be the best!!!!

Darn it wads with you all
Its not like i neglect you at all
Dont i talk to you
Dont i lift you up when you all were down?
Is this how you show your friendship
when i get to somewhere else and choose not to stay
LIsten i aint neglecting you its juz that i have to move on
I cannot stay the same all the time I have to improve
Oh ya and to Rainflower
I wont be going to church for a week so dun think that i did on purpose its becoz i have important things to do
I will become someone you will be proud to have
Its time the flame burned its brightest

ok today was ok
I went on my 2nd date and its was ok la
2 boys 2 girls hanging out
I felt like i was at home. me and my pals chatted bout many things esp guitar
yea also toked bout careers.
CC is coming up muz find my slping bag soon if nt muz slp on wooden floor lol
Studying for my future
sec3,2,olvs
muz study, I cannot play and i wont be stuck at the same lv and the same sch again
I will become sum1 u will be proud of
I need a drummer, dudes and dudette, plz recommed sum to me
Song mood: Begone

Today i learnt sum stuff bout life
1. most boys will break up a beautiful frenship over a girl
due to that my more encouraged to follow my sec1 code
Frenship beat love anytime
YEa!
2. I learnt that some girls are selfish(not all, im not refferring to anyone also, its juz a observation, no offfense arh..)
Some girls do whatever things possible to humans to get whatever they want. eg. lets take a boy for instance, they would fight and do whatever it takes even if it hurts the boy. eg. like blackening his name.BIG TIME!!!..( ok the caps was not necessary....)
3. Acting to be someone else will create only losses(not including drama and plays, this is real life stuff)
eg. being suddenly boastful to show off will not allow you to be at your best performance. which in turn gives ppl bad impressions
ok this are the lessons i learnt today
oh ya the debate with robin is quite fun also
Song mood: sing a song(gonna change the name soon)

cca, headache and guitar,study slp and eat
lol
guess who 1st created this chain

song mood: love again,yellow generation
My lance my wep
gb rocks
play with fire and get burned
gonna play golf and nth much

Man today aint fun
Rainflower's sick with fever
aw.. stupid satan u porka my results destroyed my frens now this
Fine its payback time
Watch it lol
i mean it

Today was so so.. rainflower didnt come so did major damage to my moral
Darn it
tmrow preparing for the big day
cant wait
Today is study study study
I had some fun doing a maths and discuss some theories with my teach bout f maths
gotta rmb to learn hainaness(sorry if wrong spelling) and hokkien(wrong spelling i think) + cantonesse
Never cared much bout the dilects
also gotta brush up on my eng n chinese
Today mr koh made a surprising remark
He said he was gonna teach us the quadractic eqauation for the "perfect" heart
That stirred up somethin in me but it was temperaily only
Everything is planned up now all i got to do is concentrate
Down with ps2 up with music????
lol music rocks
Song mood : I will-sonya

yea!!!cok today got latest news bout the games for gamemax
today was the 2nd ep of please teacher man that show rocks
Oh ya i cant wait for the 3rd book of flame of recca
Arjuna also rocks
finished my essay to the peak of my ablity and now
I aint gonna fall for those stupid arrow shots
I will not stand by and do nothing
Now its time for you all to see the Flame in action
I will not love nor will I befriend
you 3 are all worthless
If you 3 are actually the other elements FORGET IT I WONT LEAD SUCH JUNK!!!
I am now gonna do whatever it takes to become the strongest
Its good to feel the flame again
Leth the one eye ripper live again

I FINALLY GOT TO SEE HER AGAIN
ITS A REAL INSPIRATION

LEt your spirt soar
thru the clouds
leth spirt shine thru the stars
nothings gona change

I so happy now
I feel like i took a time machine and gone back tp p1 to restart life
Song mood: My heart will go on
Who says u cnt sing when u play
all it takes is courage

dun think my old frens will accept the new me so might as well start in a higher sch
yea..dun worry bros and sis i will be back on certain days
oh ya i almost forgot to post all those that i reject completly
soph,nick n jh

Darn it juz b4 tmrow im alrdy a nervous wreck darn it again
BAck to today
Today wasnt much Dumb hand now i have to stay at home YEAH!!!!
played studied and so on n on
today i became quite sour and green due to soph
darn it dun need to act so special being the only 1 out of the sch
also had to make me tell a lie again
darn it
oh well hope i get into acsinternational n i wonder whether i shd make that lie a fact
oh well back to the thinking chair
lol
man i sound like an old man
better spruce up myself for tmrow so i look good in front of the pros
created a new guitar song today, posted it at guitar4christ wonder whether it is good but its my 1st and for most all guitar song lol well i think it rocks
Praying for tmrow
yeah

How sadening
but im aint sure so im praying Xtreamly hard that it aint me
the Lord will work miracles i hope
Darn it ACSIndependant is so arrogant
regardless anywayi actually didnt want to go there in the 1st place coz the teachers are such snobs and cold too...dont think i would like to follow their paths.
ACS International might not be so bad if it is challenging and nice at the same time....maybe i meet sum of my old teachs there.
ok back to today, i spent my entire afternoon at plaza. I played guitar, hanged out wif sum of my uni frens, ate mc donalds today also for both tea..felt quite good after that. I also indulged myself in many novels and went shopping wif my peeps after that. Too bad i could find any hillsongs or planetshakers cds at HMV but oh well im satisfied,
I wonder, is the Lord leading me to ACS international
My guitar coach said that i might be able to perform soon, that is after i get up some courage to sing in my real voice. Darn it for now to be stuck with this low voice.lol but life is always unfair to most people.

Song mood: Battle of love
man i must get into triple science regardless of school
Fairfield just doesnt acknowledge my talents
No matter what happen i will still stand for my Lord
CHARGE WIF THE FURIOUS FLAMES OF JUSTICE THAT BURNS BRIGHTLY WITH HOPE
oh ya today i realise 1 thing, light and fire make a good team. yep heal and burn lol. Oh ya today in the MRT 1 clumsy lady had sum sharp things beside me and skin my right hand
yeouch... dun think i am able to go 4 my badminton camp tmrow...if i do dun think i'll be able to enjoy myself at all. sigh oh well

lol man today was the 1st time in my entire life that i laughed so much that my heart actually hurt
It was during badminton and after i lobbed the ball up than xing yao lobbed back(we were playing doubles) i jumped up missed than when it was near the ground i kept saying to wenhui TAKE IT TAKE IT TAKE IT and wenhui stood there like in dreamland. man, u all shd have seen it..lol. I dont think i could ever bring out the laughter juz by saying it

ok down to earth now,lol... ok ok i juz got my internet back so im satisfied. maybe i will watch hp again but 1st, i muz find a companion this time,.now im stuck wif soo much work. yesterday, my parents went and challenge miss lim..>WOOOHOOO let the Lord help them . So now i got 3 paths to choose . sumthing like a fork road of life. cant wait either way i will get tri sci. yep

People also play cheat using magnetism juz to get attention.. good tech to all those who used that on me...lol. nah i aint mad its juz tickles me...lol.
Now time to prepare for camp and also time to think of a present for my old pal jesu
6B RENUION!!!WOOOHOOOOO GO 6B 03....man i remember the good old days but these days are a killer. how would wish i had time to spend wif my friends but oh well fame fortune and money wait for no man. I must grab watever opptunities for myself. dun worry i still care for my Lord and pals
Sports can wait for acadmics cannot.... man how long will it take for the protagonist to get the girl, its not fair that the fool always get the girl and the protagonist is left hanging...darn it watever traits i dont have the more i will want them. CHARGE!!!! A Sword for the Lord and A sword for my pals i aint goonna fail them again

Ok im finally back on the net even though my com has been busted
Installing back the wireless internet is super hard
my keyboard's down
and everything is so bad
damn it i hate you u stupid satan
so far im waiting for the interview of acsinternational and the results of acsindependant
The boy you all knew is now gone
a man has taken its place
On fri
I am now unable to play alot but have to study and study again for tri sci
A maths is so fun
Watched harry potter alrdy
Its so heartbreaking
WHAT KIND OF MOCKERY IS THIS
its so irritating when people mock my life. Its unfair that the protagonist never gets the girl. Yet im still dragged towards it like the unknown pull. Darn it
Guess i better bring along someone next time
The rest is the usual
Its really unfair
WHATS YOUR PROB

Woah today my skin on my left hand has juz wore off on my left hand
Call me a obssessed guitarist but who cares
coz its fun
im learning your beautiful by james blunt now
and that is the theme for this post
Out of the burning flame thats lights the hearts of mine and others day by night
so is there a little bit of snow to cool it down when its too hot
this song is actually dedicated to her
well part of it
My life is brilliant.
G
My love is pure.
Am
I saw an angel.
F
Of that I'm sure.
C
She smiled at me on the subway.
G
She was with another man.
Am
But I won't lose no sleep on that,
F
'Cause I've got a plan.
F G C
You're beautiful. You're beautiful.
F G C
You're beautiful, it's true.
F G C C/B Am
I saw your face in a crowded place,
F G Am
And I don't know what to do,
F G C
'Cause I'll never be with you.

lol
now im gonna practice even harder since now mon and wed im free
and oh ya tmrow im gonna watch hp gof
anyone who want to tag along can
i will be there around 2 at plaza
so msg me if u want to join me
i cant wait to buy the keychain and sword
WOOOHOOOO
I also learned 1 thing
Smiling makes you happy and others too
scorns are for noobs
and frowns for the depressed
so smiles are the best
yep yep
maybe sooner or later i might be able to use my real voice but that might be later
yep yep yep yep
Cant wait tmrow i also get to go to my father's office and can use a real com WOOOOHOOOOO
waaacchhaaa
Later dudes and dudette

Woah today my skin on my left hand has juz wore off on my left hand
Call me a obssessed guitarist but who cares
coz its fun
im learning your beautiful by james blunt now
and that is the theme for this post
Out of the burning flame thats lights the hearts of mine and others day by night
so is there a little bit of snow to cool it down when its too hot
this song is actually dedicated to her
well part of it
My life is brilliant.
G
My love is pure.
Am
I saw an angel.
F
Of that I'm sure.
C
She smiled at me on the subway.
G
She was with another man.
Am
But I won't lose no sleep on that,
F
'Cause I've got a plan.
F G C
You're beautiful. You're beautiful.
F G C
You're beautiful, it's true.
F G C C/B Am
I saw your face in a crowded place,
F G Am
And I don't know what to do,
F G C
'Cause I'll never be with you.

lol
now im gonna practice even harder since now mon and wed im free
and oh ya tmrow im gonna watch hp gof
anyone who want to tag along can
i will be there around 2 at plaza
so msg me if u want to join me
i cant wait to buy the keychain and sword
WOOOHOOOO
I also learned 1 thing
Smiling makes you happy and others too
scorns are for noobs
and frowns for the depressed
so smiles are the best
yep yep
maybe sooner or later i might be able to use my real voice but that might be later
yep yep yep yep
Cant wait tmrow i also get to go to my father's office and can use a real com WOOOOHOOOOO
waaacchhaaa
Later dudes and dudette

Today i do not know whether to say it is good or bad
Mr ezal was a will drag down
2nd impressions are always important
Also mr goh is slow
super boring that i can slp
Urghh i shd have signed up for intimidate course
but then today i helped out one of my classmates to buy good quality strings
I feel quite nice having to help ppl
but i couldnt believe that yan en was in nuss how pro is that
he also intro me to his good fren lydia and she was very nice to me
so this is y i say today is 50 50

Jerome came over today and we played team urban reign
the head kick was our specialty nxt to the katanna
we thrashed many and jerome got thrashed big time by a com girl
lol.. no offense but it was so funny

guess that is all

I have come to my senses
and have woken up from a beautiful dream
As the days pass so shall i
Love withers and trust fades away
Frenship destroyed and faith is gone
So then shall my heart grow
legs to run and hands to fight
Skin shall harden and tears
oh tears shed that turn to blood
Its time to start this lifestyle all over again even though this year i've changed it

I had enough of waiting for anyone and i have decided to move on.Waiting for people is pointless as waiting only hinders the journey and miss all oppitunities. How pointless.I shall bring along my few chosen companions on my life journey and the rest will stay as frens nth more.The quest for water has continued.I now know that water could never be as weak as those i've met.My opposite and yin, leth meet.

Song mood: Anaza
Today im going for guitar cca and jerome is coming back later and so shall my knowledge increaase.Goodbye to you all then.wwwwooooortttthhhleeeeeesssss
oh ya and kel come ONLINE!!!its annoying to wait

Today's church i finally survived and listened throughout the sermon
and rainflower today look L.A.C( lovely,adorable,cute) lol
Today learnt bout hope
Hope of the Lord rocks
.Now going for tution
nth much liao coz thats all i wanted to say

Hmm??
yea im back. Frowning? i do not know the meaning of it
Its me yea
ok this is getting lame.

This few days i learnt many things
I aint gonna trust none but the Lord
I so dislike liars
but i do hate those who hold ulterior motives
Its not like i hate the person but i hate the actions
The Lord has guided me through thick and thin, cold and hot
I have drank from the cup of suffering but i know that my Lord has drunk more

H.P GOF has come out and i invite all my frens to come and join me
I pray the Lord will allow me to go to ACSI so i may excel and use my ability its best.
I have no idea why people try to frame these days
but the truth will save me
In the book of Psalms
My enemies have set traps for me
and planned deadly schemes for me
Save me Lord, come and rescue your servant from the traps my enemies have planned for me

So the Lord will reveal my captors and save me from their schemes
I rely on the Lord and only on the Lord
His will I will obey

As the Lord commands I will protect those who are dear to me with all that i have
I will be able to do anything as long as the Lord is by my side and He wills it so.
Praise the Lord

My song mood:Every step I take
yep it rocks. Im now practicing how to play it
Sadly these few days i met up with many obsticles in life like the fight aganist my emotions
the amount of betrayal and my com html getting erased. I also am unable to use my MSN.crud
oh well as long as the Lord is with me I am happy. Cant wait to attain more knowledge bout acadmics tmrow. I know my true frens will stand by my side forever .

Yea this rocks and i will praise the Lord forever
I learned how to play beethoven 9th symphony and as well as jinge bells and joy to the world
man classical music rocks as good as pop music
1 day i hope to create a band
Yet sadly today also had sum unfortunate stuff that happened to me
My msn in my laptop was unaccesible and i can no longer log in properly but through msn web only.
Today i also made a new friend called kel, she was really nice to me and was not that bad looking also.
I pray i will be able to do tri sci in acsi
so i may continue my family tradition and achieve my dream of a scientist
as well as my current school will allow me to do tri sci
Charge forth for the Lord
Hes will be done on earth as it is in Heaven

Song mood: Gunz and roses
Played with modern g,c and Dsus4

Im praying my hardest and well as changing
I must get into triple science or at least double
Im am now changing
No longer will I keep my childhood
I will neither destroy it
Im gonna safekeep it in my storeroom
Now my comics, my ps2 cds and my vcd,dvd
are now kept under lock and key
I will no longer use my ps2 till i make my family proud
My results are worthless now
I will either choose ACSI's offer
or get into fairfield's tri sci
This is the Lord's test and i must pass this
I will use all my wit and intelligence on getting into tri science instead of using it in war games
I guess it was foolish of me to blame the Lord at 1st but then I realised something
If it wasnt for the Lord, I wouldnt be on this Earth
If it wasnt for the Lord I would never have met such good frens of mine
Who am i to question the Lord
This is a test I will face and with the Lord at my side I will not fail
My Lord please allow me to move to tri sci
Look how my enemies scorn me
See how they set traps for me
Rescue me out this plight, Entangle them with their own traps
Save me and bring me to the secret place so i may be saved by your undying grace and mercy
I thank you Lord for giving me this test to challenge myself to the max
I pray with your help I will not fail
I thank you for the lessons you taught me, be it for acadmics,music or life
I thank you with my heart
I know now that i have to drink from the cup of suffering and that i must go through this for my experience. but by your grace you will save me
I will not lose my faith
I will stand for you

My God
My Savior, King Of all the earth
My God, You reign
Creator of all things
I sing of your mighty love
Forever and ever
Your Faith, is greater than anything made
I will stand by your side till the end of time

Forever and ever i Will sing
Forever and ever i will stand FOR YOU!!!!

Nothing will stand in your will
Nothing will fight againist you
MY GOD
SAVIOR AND THE KING!!!!!

Today at guitar class got 1 hot girl but not pretty at all but very quiet. She play the guitar quite well for 1st time. She got super lot of potential. Yea i Know how to read tabs and also learn the modern fingering for the basic chords. Next lesson, 1hr song. I can perform qing tian. WOOHOO
Praise the Lord GOD ALMIGHTY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Forget the last post
I think i lost myself in the darkness in me

Well the good part is im back alrdy so there is nothing to worry about
Leth the light prevail once again
I think im getting tangleld in a new type of feeling
but who knows
Leth the Lord guide me through this stage
Guitar and tution class is so nice
Wish my school

Song mood: Love again: Artist: sona
The feeling of recover is nice
Wish i knew how to play those chords
I think it is made by accoustic,drums and piano
yep yep

WOoooohoooo my blog is private
now i can dump almost everything here

yesterday unleashed the darkness in me that was sealed up
Im gonna so punish both of them for opening the chained door of darkness in my heart
Luckily with the Lord's help i managed to seal it up again
But im still bloody pissed
5m away or fly into the eternal sky
Its so irritating
whatever they say or when they came near I burn up
Annoyance
They should watch their foul mouths
Or i shall shut it up 4 them

Today cca, guitar WOOOOHOOOO but too bad my fingertips are swollen
My song mood today is: Solo of d-flamingphoenix.mp3_1972kbps
yep yep yep
Now im learning to play wake me up when september ends
gonna learn tabs
Playing by accoustic is much easier than classical
dun know why also
Oh well PRAISE THE LORD WOOOOOOOOHOOOOOOO
Tmrow gonna hang out with my good pals
too bad sum couldnt come but too bad then
lol
In the protectrate, the most protected person is water, but whose that? i also dun know
lol
GOt NEW GAMES YEA!!!

ROAR!!!
You think its funny arh
5m for soph,yang and wilson
any closer and you all will fly into the eternal sky
Sec1s cnt believe i went through such a phrase ago

Im bloody pissed right now so excuse me for now
what acts i may do
is not myself
nor what i intend
it is
the
dark flame
not me
(regarding the rest)

To protect those who dun deserve it, is it really fair? NO!!! its not. But as the Lord's servant i must,shall, will willing do it even if i must force myself

My partner must be completely opposite
and feminine
and uphold good qualities

People these days are so mortal



On to todays event
I got my accoustic guitar so now my songs sound so much better
and the show mulan 2 rocks. I'll rate it 4 stars, maximum I'll rate it 4 and a half
Time to plan finish this week and i can relax again
I learned it the hard way
and i aint gonna make the same mistake twice
Im gonna overcome and grow stronger. I will become higher
I will not be held down by a mere school
neither will i be due to people
My kin and my friends are my life

Oh ya juz to let *those other people" know
I dun forgive anyone who purposely act like those
that i
detest.

Especially kins persons

Its time for guitar
Its the age of music and studies
Leth the Lord bring me and my real kin to glory

I see now
Im alrdy a teen yet i cnt control my ownself
sad
Im gonna get serious now
I aint gonna be disillision by fun and lose my principles
To uphold etiquette and manners
The best has yet to be
Scholar,Gentleman,Guitarist
Strive 4 it

I cant miss the ending
Its so close
STUPID COM DESTROY MY ROOM
WAtch out
i dun give mercy anymore
lol

Swimming most likely i will be there
I will rule the gaming world once again

The Lord is my sword my shield and armour
With him
Nothing is impossible

I almost won the t title of surviving 100 rounds non stop
snff
If i juz pres the button
to summon bombards
I could have won
sniff