Revival of the times, bring the explosion yo. Sync the heart, mind, soul with the Jesus Heartbeat yo

hi im back for awhile
I would like to publicily thank cannon for allowing me to realise where i am now
I now know that this stage, i am on my way to success
as the saying goes, the brightest light is hidden in the deepest darkness
May it come soon

Song mood: Catch your wave

@9:25 AM

Tomorrow morning if you wake up and the sun does not appear

I… I will be here

If in the dark, we lose sight of love, hold my hand and have no fear

'Cause I… I will be here

I will be here when you feel like being quiet

When you need to speak your mind, I will listen

And I will be here when the laughter turns to cryin'

Through the winning, losing and trying

We'll be together, ‘cause I will be here

Tomorrow morning, if you wake up and the future is unclear

I… I will be here

As sure as seasons were made for change, our lifetimes were made for these years

So I… I will be here

I will be here, so you can cry on my shoulder

When the mirror tells us we're older, I will hold you

And I will be here to watch you grow in beauty

And tell you all the things you mean to me, I will be here

I will be true to the promise I have made

To you and to the One who gave you to me

@2:40 AM

for attacking the weak and siding with the strong, you have proven to be worthless in my sight
Where were you when the weak needed help?
Where were you when the were sick and needed treatment
For all those who were depressed where were you?
Now i know why i am suppose to abandon you
And now i will fufill that command

@10:13 PM

When there is a war between my friend and my friend's friend. I'll be the wanderer, if you want me to help, at least appreciate it but since you dont, i will show what your consequences are. Soon you find out my friend
Anyway, as for life its the same question and i'll provide the same answer, why do you ask such a boring question?
Today, i've injured my right arm, i cant hold anything steadily for now with my right arm so i'll be training with my left until it heals. Dont worry, i'll still continue my duty regardless, its the mind that is stronger than the body. Thats what i believe.
Badminton was quite intresting and i got what i wanted from that event. After that i went swensens with my father and surprisingly, i saw the badminton team there
then shien yin,beatrice and nicole on my way out. Luckily for sweensens i called my father to come at the last minute, it saves me 20 bucks. How bout that? earning 20 dollars in one day?lol
As for my partners, i have found 2 but i need a 3rd one to complete this small task.
Tmrow is the model UN wish me luck for it. but 1st im finishing my promise to my father
gtg
Later...

@4:05 AM

I have chosen my words and have chosen this path, i will stick to my words and stick the my promise and duty. One of my promises was God 98% 1%guitar 1% others
but i have improved it a little to 99% God, 0,5 % guitar 0.5 % others. I choose this accordingly to spend my time. If there is anything happens that stops me from going to church i will gladly destroy the obsticle. Sorry clarence, charmaine, but i have chosen this decision. If im allowed to go to church earlier or later i still will go at any opptunity, i will try my best to entertain the Model UN as much to have a battle a wits. Brothers and sisters i want you to pray for my friend William, i will not fail on him and i hope you all will support this decision.
Sincerly
Kyo
Song mood: Its my turn

@6:47 AM

2 boys came and kidnapped a princess
Throwing the prince away
Powerless to stop them
Four thousand years later, incident happen
but the spirt remains
Do you have the power to stop the inevitable battle?

@6:18 AM

Am i doing something wrong? Why does even my best friend sheryl turn aganist me?Did i say something wrong?
Have i been doing something wrong? why are you all aganist me?
Are you trying to tell me that sub consciously i let the dark side out for awhile?
David, you news letter is not helping me at all, what you saying is plain destruction
Have i really lost myself? or did i degenerate to something much darker?
What was it to be nice? i dont remember
I wonder am i able to be forgiven?
will i ever change back?
I am no longer sure

@8:59 AM

Im glad i got back my form though i think its a little late
Well my thirst for knowledge has grown and my hands are itching for new techniques
Soccer was fun so was gym, i almost forgotten about econs until cannon reminded me. I dont know why but these few days i seem so forgetful and tired
Maybe i didnt sleep well or am i just changing again?
Well my princess is safe and so are my friends but why am i walking in half dead most of the time? lol. Well gotta keep going for the top if not it'll be boring again. Well my friends would know why i keep doing these. Just watched the final fantasy advent children though i must say that the deleted scenes werent much exciting as i thought but the fight aganist the summon was pretty sweet. I still cant decide who is more pretty, raine or tifa. They're both equally pretty though i think tifa is a little bit more intresting. The 2 brothers of kadj was very boring. Speed and guns? come on they should at least give a better fight than that.

Well these few days i have not improved my guitar skills, pool and badminton i think its getting rusty i just hope that tmrow i still have the skills to play floorball. Oh ya, my friend kevin might be coming to church. I havent seen a look of happiness on any of my school friends' faces for at least a month now. Well if they dont feel good, i wont feel good unless i help them out.

Good news is that i'll be able to see princess again yay
well best thing is that i can praise God.
tmrow must go earlier, its gonna be a blast
Later.....

Song mood: From the inside out

@7:56 AM

ok i think i wrote too much on my princess
Just finished my bio test , it wasnt as troublesome as i thought
so far its been my physics that troubles me. All i have to do now is prepare for the econs exams
I sorry to most of my friends if i've been neglating you, i'll make it up with a movie k?
We'll all go to watch da vinci code. Urgh wasnt myself for a long time, was acting like a wuss until something hit me hard. Well now i've return so relax, i will protect all of you like i promise

@12:51 AM

Absoulute power corrupts
That is what i do not need
I want the control over power not just power alone
Control is needed
It sometimes scares me when the other side takes over
Being filled with unlimited power is not what i need
What use of it if it just destroys
well it aint gonna be used for a long long time so theres no point writting much about it
Chem test ended with a happy smile
Unfortunately physics created anxiety and anxiousness
During saturday i had lots of fun at wan ping's birthday and lets not forget
HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY WAN PING!!!!!!!!!!
too bad she had to leave early but it really demoralised me alot
Well best is to keep my head high
at least i know that she is going through the same things as me
and i cannot allow her to experience sadness cause that wouldnt be me
Next time 1st time i see you, we'll have a nice chat k?
Too bad you missed
We were cheering pastor and sylv to kiss wan ping
We were all shouting KISS KISS KISS!!!
lol. well after that i left so i didnt know whether anything happen

well till next time

Later, gotta study for bio and econs

@1:37 AM

Well you saw it i saw it but if you opened ur eyes you saw it wasnt me.
Only fools are blind to the truth and cannot see the real me
Understanding me is just impossible
Not once did anyone know me as i know myself not even my parents
Well is there anyone but i highly doubt it
Updated and installed some stuff
New and improved
I wonder it just depends are you gonna stay the same

Today my chem test just finish so i got nothing much to do
Only tmrow im starting on my bio test
Is there no end? lol
Anyway i changed lots of my stuff today
Wait till any of you see it
Im gonna change to one of my other selfs
Maybe you all will like this
Today i got scolding from mr chen that im not perfect enough in my work
Well its time i made you all regret that wish
You all want perfection? dont regret later
oH Ya i almost forgot, why do people call sensitive people sexy? even in the leagues of the high class, its still the same? is this really true?

Song mood: Bye Bye

@8:54 AM

Sorry but im not like the rest
I have gone through all this and over again
Its studies and play
tearing me apart is nothin now
Its like a wind blowing in my face
True leaders are made when they are able to get things finish on time
I no longer believe in excuses
I want the best
and i will have it

To my princess
I will protect love you in all that i do
Even if your memories are blown away
like feathers in the wind
I will protect you and gather your memories back
I will protect you from all harm
As you are the one i tresure most in this earth

Song mood: Pretty lady

@7:37 AM

There was a time when i laughed at people silly comments and oaths
but now its just plain boring
I may be able to help using my experiences but that is just the limit
I cannot be always there for all of you as i cant split myself into so many different forms of myself to go and help you at the exact time.
But if you let me, i will show you someone who can be with you all the time by your side. If you open your eyes and realize what reality is, i can show to solution. But its not up to me to decide whether you choose it. That part is on your decision.
I ask all of you
How many times have you had heartbreaks
How many times were you injured in the heart
The amount of scars in your heart and the everlasting pain you feel
Do you want to rid yourself of them?
Do you want to be healed?
Its all your choice, i cant choose the solution for you but i can show you how to get the solution.

Song mood: I Believe

@7:43 AM