Revival of the times, bring the explosion yo. Sync the heart, mind, soul with the Jesus Heartbeat yo


Email: Radical_Firex@hotmail.com
Hobbies: Sports,Guitar,Arts, Lord's will, conquering the world for Christ
Weapon: Fist,Sword, Lance, Bible, God
Radical Revolutionary Christian
17 going 18(young enough)
Church: The Lord's church
Singaporean
ROC - Revolutionary for Christ
Mission: Plunder hell and populate heaven
Hell's nightmare!!!!!!!!!!
Vessel of God!!!!!!!!!
Any questions call 91507254 and i'll answer it personally or email me at radical_Firex@hotmail.com

I tell you this I am aganist every sinful thing you and I do, but i am not aganist the person him/herself
By the way, i aint part of no denomination anymore, its stinks. Im a Christian and thats thats no denomination.
And i'll work with anyone the Lord calls me to and thats includes EVERYONE hahaha

Commitment
Until the day i reunite with my wife
So shall it be that the Lord and me will fight
Until the end, when my Lord comes
And bring me home with my wife by my side
Amen

Likes
To be the best and keep on going
Water
God
Destroy hell
Destroy everything that has or is sin
Save everyone
Spend more time with water
br> Evangelise more
Pray more
Stand in the gap
Stand for the Lord
Turn to what the Lord wants me to be
Where my Lord is

Loath
Sin and evil
Homosexuality
Gossip
Slander
Metal and Heavy metal
That which is not from God
My sinful nature/ sinful nature(darkflamix)




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Pain And Anger mixed HELP

Xup man
Im am faced with a dangerous enemy
One of wrath and anger
Full of hate and destruction
I am facing my old self

With all the pain and suffering i am going through
Lord i ask for a companion that i know you have or are preparing
But Lord with each passing moment i find my pain and anger unbearable
My wrath has turned to bloodlust which rails against the bars of captivity to be unleashed
Lord remove this from me for i dont want it
I know you said having anger against someone is the same as murder
And i dont want to murder anymore
but the pain is there
I find it hard to say nice things
The smile on my face can only appear because You are near
I need You Lord in all that i do
And i need You Lord to overcome this.
This anger and pain is making me evil
Dangerous thoughts of muder and strife
I dont want this to be my life
So help me Lord in all that i do
Im asking You Lord to remove this from me
Help overcome this painful sensation
Jesus im looking to You


@7:46 AM



Repaid evil with good

Xup man, today was the toughest day of one of my army life
Today when i was in the toilet i was humiliated by my army mates with the worst things boys can do.
I was really pissed and that was when the battle started for me
My anger quickly came into play and i was so filled with hateful thoughts that every thought was filled with pure bloodlust. I dont think it seems quite believable but those who knew me way before knows that i was a bloodthirsty anarchist so yeah
I had such murderous intent that even the nearby people around me could feel the fear of being killed in my thoughts.
It was then i remembered the sermon on forgiveness that God forgave us for our sins
And to forget His forgiveness is like forgetting my own face after looking in the mirror a second ago.
God reminded that i am His son and that He is well pleased with me. He told me to forgive which was the hardest thing to do. As my old nature started voicing out to me to kill and rip them apart.

BUT
BUT BUT
Thank God that He is in charge always and not me. The Lord gave me strength to hold back my anger and hatred and to cast them out in the Name of Jesus Christ. ( Beautiful Name isnt it)
Afterwards i still had the evil feelings but my thoughts were clear and focused on God. It took me a while to settle down and even now i can see the scar left.
However i no longer feel the same pain and anger as i did back then which ironically is this evening.
I thank God that though i see that scar i am able to show grace and forgiveness when the time really called and that i am still able to be who I am called to be. I thank God that i did not sin because of that and stood firm in the faith and In His Name, i know i did right thing and made Him proud.
I know i refused to sin at that time and overcame this battle
I thank God that God is God
I thank Him that i am now made stronger than before because of what He has done to me
And I say. Praise God for He is God and I am not
For He is the Gracious and ever Loving God that shows mercy to the enemies
For when justice demanded blood, He gave Himself as the ransom for us and for that i can say proudly My God avenges and i dont need to kill any longer
PRAISE GOD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


@8:19 AM



Lord this is my report

Xup man, life has become a difficult time for me.
The limits on my body has increased and my hand has ceased to have its original endurance as i once had. It is disheartening as such to see such things but nonetheless i will not be moved.
Even if my heart may stop and my bones may break. Even if my body ceases to function, my soul,my spirit shall continue to praise the Lord
Lord i dont understand why I am always placed in situations to help others at the cost of myself. I dont really do
However i know that You have a good plan for me. A plan for me to prosper and and future for me
One thing i thank You is for giving me oppertunities to experience part of what You've experienced. I thank You for giving me the chances to act like You do in the many situations.
Lord two things i ask is that You would be with me consistantly guiding me through these trials and tribulations that i always find harder and bigger than me. And next i ask is for when will i meet my princess that You have prepared for me.

Lord as my studies pile up, it seems hard for me to work with my hands disfunctioning day by day. Lord i pray that you would heal me completely at Your Own time that all the glory and honour will go to you

Father i am tired and stressed with the added challenges You give me. Help me Lord to find joy in these trials i face and for companions who have gone before me to encourage me on. Lord i thank You for everything so far
And with this I end. Thank You

Later..........


@6:00 AM