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Xup man, here's something cool for you guys to read about
On thurs, i had a horrible misunderstanding with my parents about the game meet i had in xin long's house so my father actually used psychological fear to injure me. At that moment the chains of my sinful self fell off and it was a major struggle to hold it in, put on a tough look and not transform and let it manifest.
By the time i went out of the car, i met andrea, and asked for a moment.
I headed for a nearby corner with my face facing towards no one and started the decisive battle of dominance over my body.
Boy it was tough, but out of the excuses that my sinful self gave to execute my parents and those around me, I took on the full armour of God, and dice it to pieces before dissipating it and kicking it back to its jail cell. After that i had to recreate bigger thicker and stronger chains to hold it in, taking each chains and sending it through its skin , muscles and bones while stabbing it with a few swords and leaving it there.
Well, thank the Lord i finished it and it should not be bothering me again with such a troublesome battle
Thats the end
Later...........
Xup people, lets gather some insight so that you guys will be able to understand me better.
In me i am myself, having one persona. During the situations i faced through my adolescence years, i have diverged my original persona into each distinct persona that represent part of myself. You can call it a mask or not but the fact remains that its a part of me so its me and yet its not entirely me hahahahaha
There is the kid, joker, philosopher, leader, athlete, musician, artist, serious, observer, introvert, scholar, warrior and shepherd. Well these are the main ones so far.
Each part represent a part of me that was diverged since there has yet to be one who could understand me when i merged all my personas together to form the original me.
When i revealed my original self to you, all of you if im not wrong said i was too complex for you to understand so i have diverged myself into these few categories that allows you to understand me easier. Of course there are more personas but let's just focus on these 12 for now.
Ok back to today's day. It was quite annoying trying to love others who cared nothing about me. I really despise it when people claim to love me yet do no action to prove their words. With words there should be actions lest the words remain worthless like the spring that it came from. Previously i had change my mindset knowing that humans are fallible and mosty succumb to their weaknesses and temptations. I decided to view them with no expectations at all and delight in them when they do something good. Well this is one aspect im still in the process of learning.
Today i am taught to fulfill a need in others. Yet it was quite troublesome when the people i thought i was close to, in their sin attacked me instead. When i was tired, no one helped me, when i was confused you disoriented me further, when i was down you criticised me unlovingly. What further shame is this to the Christian Name when one speaks the truth without love.
Though im still reluctant, i know that this is probably the right way to go. To love even when i would wish otherwise. In order to reach the potential that God called me to, to live as a Son of God, a Christian shining Christ's light. I decided to continue on and do such regardless of the wounds that are continually inflicted upon me.
How i wish that it was the enemy who inflicted these wounds instead of my own kinsman whom i placed my trust in. How can i rely then on such people who aim my life for trying to guide them to Life.
I say this, as Christians we are called to love. We are known by our love not fear, hate, anger and other what nots. We are called to love God and love others just like Jesus did. And by loving one another we will then be able to show the world that we are God's disciples. Go check John 13:34-35
So i call you now to do as such since we received the grace that the Lord has given us. Let us do likewise and let it be that through our actions that shine the Lord's love, be a testimony to the non-believers that God is the God of Love and Jesus is God.
As for now its time for my rest, so i bid thee adieu till the next time we meet.
Later..........