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Todays SCGS Concert was totally rad. The choir's voice was so angelic when they sang i thought i was in heaven. It was like being on Cloud 9 no Cloud >100. I wish i never have to leave my seat it was just so beautiful. But there was quite a shock to my veins. I thought i saw joy,sophia and aleethia singing in the choir. I was like thrown back a hundred years. Though i must say the musical they made was quite hilarious and jolted me to and fro. I also met mel's parents and sis, they were quite nice but also gave me a scare when they asked about the UK trip. Small world isnt it? Im really upset that its over but i hope that there will be this kind of concerts in the near future, i'll never miss a single one from now, its just totally the bomb. If my school's choir could do that, i'll be hopping around and jumping for joy.
Today there was a few who were quite annoying by the use of vulgarities but even so the choir concert made up for it. I think tonight i will have sweet dreams.
Song mood: Humble King
well today i realized something
when you have been injured badly, you become just the strongest.
There is never a true form but everchanging
It depends on the heart, it will never go back to where it was, it will just pull along anything it doesnt see. It has carried many people and left many people how many more will be kept and how many will it leave. There is no certain number
This world is ever growing, or changing in a way. Following the ways of the world is completely boring and never satisfying for any amount of curiousity. Keep those that are eternal like testimonies, the Holy Spirit and your soul. One day we will all be judged be it good and bad. Good will also be welcomed through the gates of heaven while the evil will thrown in to a ever burning pit where it is 24-7 torture. I wonder how many have the sight to choose that which is correct. No one is ever born with it, its something that must be made through time.
Song mood: Time
Today was nafa
its was quite fun but i couldnt believe that one of the council members got a 260 beating my record by 8cm. After trying so many times i had a cramp in my right leg. Im gonna for my sit up retest tmrow i gotta finish with an A at least. Today the girls did quite well. hannah got a 213cm which is one of the best jumps i've seen for girls. Today i also could not believe that chris won me in the incline pull ups by 5, well it just means that i have to try even harder.
Song mood: Its just the flame
hey today was totally awesome i got a autograph of a famous music player and 2 new ringtone.
Also learnt how to scale without a pique. Its a style that i will instill in me. I will create myself from scratch and instill what is basic and the foundation of character. If no one knows what it is or how to do it, no one taught me the importance of it so i will teach myself then. I never relied on the sayings of people and i have also learnt everything myself.
I dont know why but there was never a human being to teach me new things so it gets pretty boring but after seeing jason carter play the guitar. I am now motivated to pursue my dreams even further. What started out as nothing turned to be something. What has grown from the weakest has now become the strongest.
Todays guitar cca im quite intriguied that there was nobody to lead them as to teach them what is what. It puzzled me as this was the first time i saw others who faced the same situation as me. Well it never stopped me, maybe i'll think about helping out. Anyway in my new school, its hard to find friends who will stick by your side. I look around but there is always hidden faces, i do not recognise a single one of them. The only face that is recognisable is my kin. Why do people fake things? Why do people fight? If i had continued to fight i know i would have been quite good but is it worth it? I know i can win but the point is is it right to even particiapte in such stuff?
Well im glad i didnt follow the path of a fighter or who knows where i would have been.
Well im thinking of recording some songs but i do not know how yet so i will have that to figure out. Its tires me daily to see others that try my patience. There are some girls who fall for those who are jerks and unruly. I was a jerk once but i did not feel good about myself. So i wont make that mistake again. When there are the good guys the girls fall for the bad ones these days instead of the good ones. I wonder why? is it due to the prophecy?
Song mood: Royal moutain
Remember the 1st time we met
You and I were being bullied
It was only when we teamed up did we win
Do you still remember what i said when we parted?
No matter how long it takes
No matter what changes may happen to us
I will search for you
even if it takes me a thousand years
I finally found you
As beautiful as we last met.
Anyway back to today
HAPPY BIRTHDAY JEN!!!
lol you're finally 15
That should be all
Today i watched fearless
It was quite nice
It reminded me of back to p1 if i had chosen the path of a fighter, would it get me anywhere?
no i do not think so
Also today there was sex education
How glad i was when i remembered what i've promised
Today i recommited myself to stick to that promise
The games was quite fun especially the short skit
Song mood: Trading my sorrows
People are ever changing
To find someone to trust is the hardest
Throughout history i have searched for a friend and i found one whom i can call upon and he is now my best friend
My best friend is Jesus
He is the only one i'll ever accept as my best friend
He has stuck with me through thick and thin
He gave me the strength to seal the dark side
So im grateful for all he has done
I write this post to show the world how grateful i am that my Lord is with me all the time
Today during nafa it was quite fun
I scored quite well in all my subs but the real tests are actually coming up
I hope this year i will be able to get a gold
Also during choir i went over to chat with the string ensemble
There was a nice girl who actually gave me some fries
How nice is that?
I realized something as well if you want a friend than be a friend
So thats what im gonna do from now on
These days i gotta learn to trust people alrdy
Yeah thats about it
I also heard of a story not too long ago
Angel Gabriel: Lord why do you treasure those sinful humans so much, they betrayed you,hated you, scorned you, mocked you and shamed you. They have turned you from you peaceful being to an angry God by worshipping so many idols. Why do you still love them?
Jesus: I love them because they are my own flesh and blood. No matter how much they sin aganist me I will still forgive them when they ask for it. They are like a sheep lost in the wilderness and im am the shephard. When i see a lost sheep i take them in my arms and bring them back to my house. I love them no matter how much they stray and when they return i am filled with joy.
Angel Gabriel: Why oh Lord. They sin againist you and yet you love them more than us whom never gone aganist you.
Jesus: One day i will judge them but i will still love them. Each has their own time to come to me. I have sent out my disciples and they have made new disciples and now it has grown into a large number. If they continue to bring the good news to each other. There will be more who hear the good news and be saved. My lost sheep will be found. It brings me happiness that they are not devoured by the wolf.
So let us follow Jesus and love one another. We should continue to evangelise even when some people reject the word. Think of how glad our Lord would be if there are more people are saved
Song mood: It's my turn
I dont think i would know how to explain today
Its just a little out from usual
Stayed at home studied and so on
Today went swimming it was quite ok
but i still dont like to swim
Oh ya and to fill in the spaces for the other entry
She has the same experiences i have
I can easily see it from her face
and to the kid
If you try 1 more act like that again I will leave you where you are and never return, doing that you will never see a smile on my face for you, i will not be here to guide you and you will no longer be protected by me personally.
sorry for posting that so late
I just remembered about it
yesterday i also met some new people like li yan and serene. They're quite nice. Also during dinner nissi acts vanished without a trace i couldnt see any one of them.
Song mood: I am not ashamed
yesterday was great i was very happy
Someone actually called me gentle
Its been 9 months since i received that complement and it was from the opposite sex as well i was so happy.
Yesterday i also taught xin long some of new chords and part of the song of your grace is enough
It was quite fun as to teach him how to play without a pique
It also reminded me the 1st time i played guitar lol
I used a pique then but now i dont anymore
I also confirmed that the person i liked was the one who i truly liked
her scream was no different from the 1st time i heard it
the same scream when she was bullied and it still could cause me a headache like last time
lol
Anyway i feel i need to get back some of my attributes which i lost from the 1st time i entered my new school. My grades are too well off so im gonna try even harder to score better
If other people get top so can i
I will do my best
Song mood: Heart of worship
I will fix everything
I will fix my friends
I will not let such things ever happen again
What was broken must be mended
I will fix myself back together again
Shards that used to be a seal shall be fixed
I will protect my friends from persecution
If any of you want to persecute them you have to go through the flame 1st
Song mood: Its my turn and trading my sorrows
I will fix everything
I will fix my friends
I will not let such things ever happen again
What was broken must be mended
I will fix myself back together again
Shards that used to be a seal shall be fixed
I will protect my friends from persecution
If any of you want to persecute them you have to go through the flame 1st
So the main reason is just i have to believe in myself and trust whatever i do?
so be it then
I thank my friends for that piece of advice
When my sword and shield falls, my reinforcement comes
Song mood: Its my turn
What you'll never know is my past
that which haunts me now every night and morning
In my sleep and in my wake
I still hear the screams of pain and shouts for mercy
The burning roar that singed the earth of all beauty
that footsteps which brought fear out into the hearts of many
That....That beast that was sealed within
How many lives has it taken
How much blood has it drunk
I wonder since that time of war
Can water still quench this burning heart
This heart is sad
Sorrow so great that calls the beast out of hiding
Pain that breaks the bonds that hold it tight
Anger that aflames the heart of the fire
Igniting all that was lost
Reviving all that was slain
The pain oh the pain
These days not really in the mood to chat personally, my past is haunting me and i cant get rid of it. I havent had all those memories since sec1. It chills my spine and cause my body to shiver. It cannot be rid off. Right now i have to focus regardless of people regardless of friends and enemies, I will focus on my current goals.
Are you like Sin which attracts but cause harm
Like a rose, beautiful but deadly
Or are you like a lily, lovely but unable to reach
Do you fly like the eagle or hide like the ostrach
Would you sing like a bluebird or screech like a monkey
By touching other you have poisoned yourself
When your soulmate comes, what do you have to offer
You have touched so many and kept yourself impure
You have flirted so much, has your tongue been clean?
Wash yourself away from sin
Purify yourself in the light of the Holy Spirt
and wait patiently for the one that God has made for you
If you are unclean and he comes, what will he think
People will dissuade him telling him: Such an unclean spirt, dont go near her or be impure
but he himself would say: She is what i've been looking for since the day i was born, I've waited my life for this. He would then come to you hug you and kiss you. Wont you feel guilty?
This is the happiest day of my life
Im so happy
my friends have come back to church
this is such a great day
Everyone is back except for jessica and fiona
but EVERYONE IS BACK
this is such a joyous occasion
THREE CHERERS AND THREE CHEERS FOR GOD!!!
Praise the Lord
I also want to thank my friends for praying with me
THANK YOU!!
Song mood: Happiest Day
This has been a bad day for me
but there will be a hcange
for a guy who has lsot everything
Friends
Behavior
Acadamics
Ccas
The only thing left is to gain back everything and leave them behind
because it was unachieved
the pain it caused
the damage will cause from the dominant flame of blue
to orange than to red
from red will to black
from black and to white so shall it be done
I will not turn to ash until my duty is complete
Song mood: Confessions of my heart
im sorry but i have my duty and command given from the highest authority i cannot forsake those who need my help. Thats why i am stretching out my hand. I cannot ignore them when they give a cry of help. Its just my nature.
Today i realized the meaning of "Love your enemies as you love your neighbours."
John 3:16
I realized that sub consiciously i've been doing that. Yet doing that it makes me feel great. Today the Lord gave me an important gift as well as a important command which i will fulfill so im sorry to the rest that i have to fulfill it.
And 1 last thing, do not spam in anisia's blog. Shes my friend and if you got anything to pick with her, i'll settle it with you personally. The church and me!!!
Today just came back from my church praty
HAPPY BIRTHDAY ANDREW
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO THE OTHER TWO PEOPLE!!!!!sorry i do not know you
It was really fun with the cake fight. During praise and worship it wasnt as much fun as it should have been but it was still fun. Joy and Anisia, how you 2 didnt come?It wasnt much fun when the both of you didnt come.
Song mood: Humble King and Pour my love on you