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I aint looking for a relationship yet
If no one has appeared before me and get accepted by my Lord it wont work out
I ridding myself of the pain as well as ridding myself of the shame
I will choose a girl when im free
Oh ya i'll be doing a few crash courses and training by my strict pap so it'll be hard to get out
later
there are some stuff i really dont want to go near or even look at. It just totally wrong and just plain urghh. Todays bio when i saw the disection it really wasnt me. I just feel sick when i see such stuff happening. Anyway gotta improve myself, im a little off schedule, guess i forgotten a few stuff during the weekends so catching up now. As i had a nice walk by myself i saw just totally wrong things happening, it just made me feel sick(outside school) I felt like going up there and give them a punch in their gut. Its just totally wrong.
Oh ya today i went back to check on the tuners at swee lee and boy did i have a good bargain. After that had macs and went home to do stuff. Unfortunately my ffly did not work, guess i'll being missing a few experience points crud.
Although i did not had much fun today i hope i'll have more fun tmrow
I dont know how to say exactly how i feel
I cant begin to tell you what your love has made
I'm lost for words
Is there a way to show the pasion in my heart
Can I express how truly great i think you are
My dearest friend
Lord this is my desire
To pour my love on you
Like oil upon your feet
Like wine for you to drink
Like water from my heart
I pour my love on you
If praise is like perfume
I'll lavish mine on you
Till every drop is gone
I pour my love on you I really think that this is a great song. Today felt really horrible the during the afternoon. It was really a torture with no one to talk to and no one to play with. Its was just pure torture and annoyance to my heart. It wasnt until i opened my heart and realized that i should forget everything and focus on what is truly important like God, goals, promises.
I really gotta admit nowdays my confidence level is like quite low, i am not sure whether i should trust people cause its really hard to believe their words. 1 thing i know for sure is who i love and who are my friends. Last few nights were really mondo tests. Its was a night of horror, gettin into bed was a scare and before i slept it was just creepy everywhere and i was really afraid. I prayed many times and managed to fall asleep. It was terrible.
Now i trust my Lord God with all my heart- during the 1st few days of the holiday i had WAM camp and it was really fun, i met my cousin marcus and a few of my schoolmates evan,miles and pattrick. There i also made quite a few friends like tania,clarice,julie,eric, caleb and so on... I als0 met a few of my ex schoolmates like jeffrey as well as my church mates like brandon, kevin so on.... I also saw many lovely ladies there as well but just friends. I decided to cut down on that area and chose to be faithful to one.
So far i feel better when i make my own path instead of following my father. Yeah and im gonna stay at it more friends and one partner yeah. for the rest of the holiday is study study study lol ahhh crud...
Song mood: your grace is enough, tell the world, best friend and pour my love on you
I will never accept being 2nd
and i will never tolerate anything lower that the 1st
So much pressure
Something i found out so far, there are actually some rift rafs spammers....how boring
repeats and cliches....I am not amused
Today im gonna work even harder, i know my friends scored well for it, well some of them
I gonna try even harder to win them now.....If they can do it i can do it as well
Oh ya and i almost forgot
Congrads joel for ur econs, tom tom,xi xi on your grades
HAPPY BIRTHDAY MON
When i looked through some blogs today it was totally unruly
some ppl who actually look good called themselve ugly now how stupid can that be? utterly nonsense in my opinion.
I am so lookin forward to the march hols
I'll be able to see my pals from GLCC,fms and csbt
Yeah
also i got lots of camps coming up uhuh
lol yeah im so looking forward to it
wonder what you songs i'll pick up from my frens yeah
Today i learnt a song from mr goh(yamaha teach) called iris so i'll dedicate it to my sis ris
lol
Song mood: Marvelous Light
Today it hit unfortunately hard
I've been too tensed and and too influenced
Unfortunately i lost a lot due to that
I'll be trying to patch everything and increase myself
and i cant believe i actually got a 2 for chem
and alison cheer up
it aint the end of the world so keep ur chin up
Theres is always a silver lining
Got a physics test tmrow and a maths test
so revising them now
on the road marked with suffering
and there is pain in the offering
Blessed be your name
today i had a change of heart
rather that returnin the blows to them
I see it from a diff point of view
I thank you all
Maybe its time...
today was quite lovely
and dance team, nice dance
it was very nice
esp beatrice,li shan, jackie and steph
After that i went off home to study since the coach wasnt there
Yeah I wont give up
and i thank my frens who stood with me through this time of a crucial decision
I thank you