Revival of the times, bring the explosion yo. Sync the heart, mind, soul with the Jesus Heartbeat yo


Email: Radical_Firex@hotmail.com
Hobbies: Sports,Guitar,Arts, Lord's will, conquering the world for Christ
Weapon: Fist,Sword, Lance, Bible, God
Radical Revolutionary Christian
17 going 18(young enough)
Church: The Lord's church
Singaporean
ROC - Revolutionary for Christ
Mission: Plunder hell and populate heaven
Hell's nightmare!!!!!!!!!!
Vessel of God!!!!!!!!!
Any questions call 91507254 and i'll answer it personally or email me at radical_Firex@hotmail.com

I tell you this I am aganist every sinful thing you and I do, but i am not aganist the person him/herself
By the way, i aint part of no denomination anymore, its stinks. Im a Christian and thats thats no denomination.
And i'll work with anyone the Lord calls me to and thats includes EVERYONE hahaha

Commitment
Until the day i reunite with my wife
So shall it be that the Lord and me will fight
Until the end, when my Lord comes
And bring me home with my wife by my side
Amen

Likes
To be the best and keep on going
Water
God
Destroy hell
Destroy everything that has or is sin
Save everyone
Spend more time with water
br> Evangelise more
Pray more
Stand in the gap
Stand for the Lord
Turn to what the Lord wants me to be
Where my Lord is

Loath
Sin and evil
Homosexuality
Gossip
Slander
Metal and Heavy metal
That which is not from God
My sinful nature/ sinful nature(darkflamix)




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Desperate

I dont think i ever repressed my feelings until this year when i entered army. Now everything is coming out. I cant stand it when im not in the Lord's Presence. How did i live for so long without always being with Him. Its like going now from the mount of transfiguration without His Spirit
Today, an awesome song just shot out of me literally.
While i was bathing i started to praise the Lord, my feelings, my emotions, my focus. All was just Jesus
Im chasing Im chasing Im chasing Im chasing Im chasing You
Im chasing You Lord.
Refine my heart Lord, teach me to live, teach me to be a light for You
I wanna shine, i wanna dance i wanna live again for You
I surrender all Lord I surrender all

I just need Jesus so much, i cant believe i didnt do so earlier. Lord I love You


@7:58 AM



Resolve

Xup man, im here to say this
I am up and ready to take on whatever leadership roles im required of
And i will take over if no one is gonna be the change.
It is a good time for me to wake up for as the current situation proceeds, its way too noisy for me to sleep especially when there arent enough capable people handling the job and those who are, are being either too lazy or inefficient to reach the full potential.
I'll say this once and for all, through God, all things are possible and all problems can be solved.
There is no unfixable unconquerable problem when God is at your side.
While i may be suffering in pain from multiple injuries especially the most pressing one being my neck and back. I will fulfill the duties given me nonetheless. If you are uninspired, learn from this. Regardless of my injuries, fears and failures, i will not give up in fulfilling my duties to perfection. This is the standard that we all should set, not as average and mediocre but as perfect and professional. Listen and learn for this is the way of success

If you arent interested in what you are doing, careful or i'll replace you, leading to your self regret. Learn, grow and become stronger. As for me, in my greatest weakness, i am at my strongest. For it is then i fully rely on my Lord to lead me through, thus become stronger.

Anyway just for references and to light up your world and views of it.
Here is my list of hidden injuries and weakness
Oversensitive body- Eyes to bright light
-Nose to dust, dirt, smoke and strong scents
- Taste to spicy and poisionous flavourings(MSG)
- Ears to loud sounds
- Touch to sunlight, humidity and dryness of air

Injuries - Strained left ankle
- Shoulder sprains
- Deformed neck
- Back injury
- Weakened grips
- Muscle spasms
- Strained arms, femurs and hip muscles
- Constant migrains

Illness - Sore throat
- Migrains
-Insomnia
-Clustrophobia
-Gynephobia

Well thats most of it, so have a good time being enlightened hahahahaha
Well as duty calls, i see you again soon
Later..........


@10:22 AM



Xup man

Xup man, i dont know why but it seems like im blogging more and more often
My academia seems fine and all but im having difficulty adjusting to following wisdom
Wisdom dont always say the things i want it to say and the thing i want to do
Like bgr- Bryan says yes, wisdom says no
Work - Overwork bryan says yes, wisdom says no
hahahahaha

Ok onto serious stuff
I realise one thing as i listened to the sermon again, excluding the fact of the wedding scenario that cycles in my mind. Wisdom says something and the right thing says something. Yet wisdom is to lead me onto the path that is right which is God's Will. And true wisdom comes from heaven. So perfection in other words would mean doing what is right in the wise way.
I often remember this which is why i dont speak out much depending on the situation.
Truth without love hurts
When im pissed at someone or got something to bad to say( normally to the male population)
I wont say anything until i found a caring way to express it.
Im sorry but to girls its a relative to the situation ( sometimes its im shy, fearful, angry, or something the above hahahahaha so either way you'll never guess me right hahahaha)

Ok back to topic again. Man my stomach is cramping
I unfortunately have to take up leadership again and cant act as if im not the leader even though sometimes its very obvious. And yes i cant stay by the side giving coded messages to those in the limelight.
Mann work again hahahahaha. Looks like before i can ascend higher i finish what is normal. So here's what i'll do
1. I train the lifegroup and small group up in the way it should go, so you guys will be big enough to care for the rest
2. Im gonna teach you annoying boys what it is to be man
3. Im gonna top the singapore in academia
4. I gonna top my posting in whatever it may be

Signed and said, Kyo Shinta Mitake Firex.
Alright sealed;

Next up im gonna search for my guitar and play my songs. Other than tom, if any of you want to get my cd for free. You better voice out now if not im charging you the same price it takes to pay for an album
Other than that, it looks like my time is up.
So later......................people


@7:53 AM



Hey yall

Xup man, im gonna undergo serious training soon so im here to say xup people
Its been long since i was awakened again
I know all i ever do is complain unlike previously where i normally share out awesome stuff but its tough i must say
Having complicated feelings and being attracted to different girls aint cool you know
Also having to train others while facing internal conflicts and spiritual attacks aint easy. Im sure past disciplers understand this much hahahahahaha
Need to train my voice for songs, searching for guitar, you get the picture
I cant believe my old teachers still have high expectations of me hahahaha
Its amazing but im thankful that all of them never gave up on me
I know im suppose to be the chosen one whose the best at everything but until i reach that level, its very tough.

I know my Lord is with me and my princess is far.
I know my friends behind me and the enemies at far.
I see my goals before and my wife thats at hand.
I see the people rescued with the broken hearted healed.
I see my purpose coming for the time is at hand.

Is it alodia, is joy, is it michelle or someone else
I dont know who im suppose to love but to love them all
To care for the weak and lead the strong
To guide the poor and homeless
To see the blind come to see and the lame to walk again
Till i wed, im blind to see
Who my princess is to be

My feelings deceive and my eyes are blind
Let my spirit lead
O God Divine, my Guide my Life
Be my All to me
Be my Song
Be my Strength
Be the Light i seek
Be my Light and my Salt
You my King, I'll shine

Here's my poem, letcha read, the time for me to go is now
So now i bid thee, Farewell

Later............


@10:24 AM



Bryan is revived!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Xup man, its been long since i was myself
I cant believe i let myself get sucked in to all the pressure
I remember Lord, Your Promise, Your Calling,
I am called to be a protector and a man of faith
I will fulfill that calling and protect all those who i am called to protect
I will heal all those who cry for help
I will heal the broken-hearted and the hurtful
All by the power of Jesus Christ in me
For Christ lives in me and i can do all things through Him
I will not waste the gifts You've given me Lord
I will not fail but i will be the best there ever is
Watch me Lord for i will go for You
You know i think that was the longest down period ever when all i ever

Comrades in arms, im coming back
No worries
I remember my faith and what i must do.
Lets go people, for the glory of the Lord
Yeah man!!!!!!!!!!!!

Later............


@9:57 AM



Words i will not say in public

Xup man, its is tiring being alone. This struggle of myself against myself it seems to be too much. Many times i desire to give up and be taken to heaven again, languishing in my old paths. Lord this is tough, where are the comrades you placed for me. My life group is nothing but a farce of love that shows love biassedly to their designated group of people. Lord i go against them and i hate what they do, and i am not afraid to say this out to the world. Lord look at the damages they have done, where is Your Love here Lord. I am so tired. Who can i turn to but You my Lord, the lifegroup you have given is but a bunch of snakes who care not a a single bit for me. They show only one-time acts yet use that against me to speak truth without love. I am sad Lord, i have no one but You. Can i not turn to boy-girl relationships for support instead since my fellow lifegroup memebers save but some have care for me. This is tiring and unsupporting. Lord save me O Lord for I know You save O Lord.
I want to grow stronger Lord, send to me a comrade that would be an encouragement that when i am done i can look to him or her for encouragement, and when he or she is down, that person can look to me for encouragement.

Lord I leave this up to you O Lord but this is my complain against them Lord


@12:18 AM