I dont know how to say exactly how i feel

I cant begin to tell you what your love has made

I'm lost for words

Is there a way to show the pasion in my heart

Can I express how truly great i think you are

My dearest friend

Lord this is my desire

To pour my love on you

Like oil upon your feet

Like wine for you to drink

Like water from my heart

I pour my love on you

If praise is like perfume

I'll lavish mine on you

Till every drop is gone

I pour my love on you

I really think that this is a great song. Today felt really horrible the during the afternoon. It was really a torture with no one to talk to and no one to play with. Its was just pure torture and annoyance to my heart. It wasnt until i opened my heart and realized that i should forget everything and focus on what is truly important like God, goals, promises.
I really gotta admit nowdays my confidence level is like quite low, i am not sure whether i should trust people cause its really hard to believe their words. 1 thing i know for sure is who i love and who are my friends. Last few nights were really mondo tests. Its was a night of horror, gettin into bed was a scare and before i slept it was just creepy everywhere and i was really afraid. I prayed many times and managed to fall asleep. It was terrible.
Now i trust my Lord God with all my heart- during the 1st few days of the holiday i had WAM camp and it was really fun, i met my cousin marcus and a few of my schoolmates evan,miles and pattrick. There i also made quite a few friends like tania,clarice,julie,eric, caleb and so on... I als0 met a few of my ex schoolmates like jeffrey as well as my church mates like brandon, kevin so on.... I also saw many lovely ladies there as well but just friends. I decided to cut down on that area and chose to be faithful to one.
So far i feel better when i make my own path instead of following my father. Yeah and im gonna stay at it more friends and one partner yeah. for the rest of the holiday is study study study lol ahhh crud...

Song mood: your grace is enough, tell the world, best friend and pour my love on you