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Xup people
You know i find my job very tough and frustrating sometimes just to be honest in front of you and my Lord. I know its hard for you to know, when you never changed from a leader to a soloist and back again. The strain is stremdous i tell you.
I gotta be honest i really dont like leading a group, cause i will always have to use my voice and actions. I rather to do a solo. From dancing, you should know i dance either a solo or i dance a duet with the Lord, never with another human partner from the day of my birth.
One of my personal dislikes is weakness.
Im not talking about being spirtually weak, physically, mentally weak, no no no.
Im talking about when people just give up and refuse to stand up again. Thats the weakness i dislike. Its really irritating and theres nothing i can do. I cant spur them on for it is not in my power, well maybe it is but i dont know how to use that power to do that. That really frustrates me alot and i just cant help it. Maybe its my nature or i dont know.
I wonder sometimes how what my pal thinks, you know its hard to see others unless they are humans that the Lord allows to see, otherwise its super hard. Trust me on this.
I may be in my true form now, but i still have to train, no one is perfect except the Lord. I'll be a hypocrite if i say i am.
Well im off.....Later.....
Xup dudes and dudettes, its been long. Maybe way too long
In a way, my blogs are my diary. Kind of funny when you think about it.
I'm very sure some of people find it funny why now i dont strike when the iron is hot or when i could easily win sometimes. Its because i just do what the Lord says, regardless. Its not a matter of simple or complex, what He says, I do. Not because i have to but because I want to. And no, im not brainwashed. I still enjoy games and good food + play games and enjoy beauty.
My body is physically weak for some funny reason that i do not know, so pray for me, cause the power of prayer is stronger than the power of all the weapons in the world used at the same time from slingshots to nukes. Prayer still wins by a long shot.
You guys(including gals) should know, the reason that i live is because of Him who called me to be. I tell you the truth, the miracles you heard in the olden times are still occuring. Like the dead come back to life. For me to still live after physically dying is one the testimonies that proves it.
By the way, all you funny people think that i want to be a pastor. The answer is nope, i aint gonna become a pastor, but im gonna into healing. Maybe next time if you're lucky, i'll tell you more specifically. My passion you may ask, how come its so big. Very simple answer, cause God is a passionate God. Hahahahaha, and its true. No joke.
You can even ask anyone who is faithful to the Lord why are they faithful. Simple answer, cause God is faithful. You may think that this is just from some book or some line. But no its the Bryan copyrighted answer from the heart,soul, mind and mouth with the HSMM copyright stamp attached to it. Taken from the LGA himself.
Im gonna tune out till the next time, im called to post.
Later........